I'm a soccer coach at the club I play soccer myself. The kids I work with are 4-7 years old, and they're really funny. They tire me out all the time because they have so much energy but... every time I may be feeling like shit, no one but them can cheer me up. They do that without even trying, you know...just by being loud & hyper. I miss being a kid sometimes when I'm around them. I miss worrying only about ice cream and cookies, and just not having any responsibilites at all. Oh well..

I like working with those kids ... and hearing them say they didn't want any other coach because they like me the most was just... really nice to hear. I may be their favorite coach but I'm definitely not their favorite person because that has got to be Steph. Every time I take her there with me they will be all over her and tell her they love her more than me, even though I'm the one who always treats them.... but its okay because I love her more than myself too anyway. She's just too nice and adorable with them because she loves kids... although she says that's me... and that its a big turn on because (as she says) "to look at you & get a glimpse into what kind of father you'd be (one day), & to like what I see is an amazing feeling. I've only felt that way about you"... but what would I know anyway.

There's one thing I really hate though, and that's when people look at guys in a weird way if they (guys) say that they like to work with kids or that they just simply like kids. I don't know why that is but it makes me sick. I just think there's nothing wrong if guys like kids too, just like girls do. And I don't give a shit if people think that's weird.

I'm off now to go pick up Steph anyway, because we're going to visit my friend that I talked about here. She just gave birth.... so now we're going to finally meet Emma (her daughter)! Oh and guess what? I'm her god father! :D

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